As I lay thinking of how wonderful college has been, even though I have only been in college for 2 days, a wave of emptiness swept over me, slowly but steadily, with each passing minute become more unbearable. I realized that I miss my family, I miss my mother who encourages me whenever I’m down, listens to me whenever I have problems and uncertainties, upholds me in prayer whenever I face life’s challenges, loves me unconditionally, and puts up with me even though I’m not an easy person to get along with. I miss my father who, although often away from home, conveys his love by persevering under harsh conditions at work, always ensuring I have a comfortable life, watches over me and prays for me ever so often. I miss my brother derrick with his quiet presence and just being there. He has been the best room mate ever! (Vitor and I had a disagreement this morning….sigh. I guess this is what happens when you put two hot headed individuals together. Anyway, I’m going to make peace with him later.) I miss Sheryl’s queer laughter, Zachary’s antics, Bennet’s funny way of talking, Sabrina’s concern and love. I miss my relatives and friends back in Malaysia. You guys are the best. Mom, dad, derrick, Sheryl, Sabrina, Zachary, Bennet and all of my friends, just know that I love you all so much!
But I guess I have to learn to be strong and face the challenges that come my way with tenacity and perseverance. I have friends here but no close friends. I guess I should give myself time as it has only been 2 days. So far, Darren from Hong Kong is like a brother to me. He actually make an effort to get to know me, unlike most of the students who just say ‘Hi, I’m … nice to meet you.’ And then go off to do whatever it is they're doing. It’s raining here and all my clothes are soaked with rainwater! But that's what makes the MUWCI experience meaningful.
me and seanne after a morning stroll
random pic
bamboo walkway
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